fill up our cup: vol. ii, entry nine

allegedly, there are a lot of sun flares happening right now, and according to my mother that’s causing increases in anxiety, uneasy feelings and an overall inbalance, whether you believe in that sort of thing or not, that’s how this week has played out for us.

we’re doing a lot of behind the scenes right now for the next chapter of this blog. and it feels like it’s moving forward & we’re overjoyed at the progress thus far but akin to the seasons, we’re just not there yet.

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this week, seeing our friend, and collaborator, abby st. claire land & execute a gig for twitter / niche was an absolute highlight. we’re so proud of her & to have been a small part of the journey that has gotten her to where she’s going gives us great pride.

and while that gave me much lifeblood, i equally felt we couldn’t catch a break all week. just one of those weeks wherein you felt that around every corner someone or something was testing you.

a toss up.

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my moment just happened this morning. i have been feeling pretty disconnected from my yoga practice for a while now, and it's something that usually either brings me back to earth or lifts me up and inspires me to keep reaching. it balances me, depending on what i need and am searching for that day. lately, though, it's been feeling like i'm just moving through things in my body but i'm not really processing what i need to process in my mind. but this morning, even though i really didn't want to, i forced myself to go to my old studio in uptown. i had a great class and got to visit with old friends that i haven't seen in months. i felt really taken care of in that moment, and i don't typically get that feeling from anyone besides alex.

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all in, moonbeam and i just couldn’t shake this painful yearning for warmer days, much of that was softened by the project we took on sunday night (see our insta story)

but we know that surpression is temporary and the yearning will come back. it feels though the sun may be in fact fueling our fire.